A fairy called Tossan

This will be a long long story. A story about Tossan´s  huge and strange metamorphosis. This may sound strange and so it is. It starts like this:

Once upon a time, a time very long ago, yes, eons ago and further eons ago, there was a small fairy who sometimes had the name Tossan. I will talk more about her now... soon...later....

But that far back in time, in a time that actually does not exist in the way we human beings are used to, she was not a fairy but a single big consciousness. A being of Love, yes, nothing less than a big loving Light.

In that time so long ago neither I did exist so we did not meet at all.

Objection!

I was also there as a big light, of course, so one could say that we were floating together in the Universe, in the All...