Being in the middle of my annual autumn cold,
(second week already, sigh, sooooo boring)
trying to rest before it is time to go to my monday chinese class (which I do not want to miss for anything) I just feel it is time to get up and do some blogging. Many days has passed since last time. Hmmmm.
Who in me decides to get up? As I see it there are only two parts involved: my ego or my soul.
My ego has two voices.
One says: yea, lets go and do some blogging so I can feel I participate in life.
The other says: oh...no...there is no point in blogging. It is only my self who read it.
What my soul says I really have no idea.
But I am very sure that it is my soul who wants me to study this "impossible" language.
The whole life goes on like this. Who is pushing?
Sometimes I meet a lot of resistance in doing things. The question is:
Shall I try harder? Shall I go against my inner "knowing"?
Who is talking? Who knows?
These questions are so fascinating, especially when I am reading four books written by Michel Newton about lives between lives.
In other words: what do the soul do between one life and the next?
Of course, if I did not "know" that we live many lives here on earth and in "other places" it would not make sense to read about the existence of the soul in these other realms.
I used to tell friends that I do not believe in reincarnations. What! They said. Don´t you?
No, I answered. I don´t believe, I know.
So, many of the days now when I get desperate from my studies, I talk to myself with loving and tender words:
Please, it is your soul who wants this.
Ok, but now is time to go back to the sofa.
