Finally I have decided to blog about our sailing here, so I will just post the texts I had an Wordpress:
First time
Having written many words all just disappeared….hmmmmm…..it is really difficult sometimes to be an Earth. So, how do I continue on this iPad where it is so difficult to change what once is written! (use your computer!) As I am very impatient and also curios (???) I will not write more until I no more sit on a bus in the rain, somewhere on Earth. My intention however is to share thoughts, insights, fantasies, images and so on from everywhere.
First visit
Sitting on a bus on the planet Earth, how exiting! Is it? Yeah, I suppose so, even if it is a little bit hard to concentrate using my iPad and just one finger. I have been here for a very short time, or no time at all if I compare with the realms where I come from. Time does not exist there. But on Earth with its three dimensions (if you don’t count time as the 4th) it sort of does exist, even if it is an illusion. And I must admit it IS hard to be in a fysical body. So, my intention is to share some of my thoughts while still using this female body. It will be fun, (at least if I have patience to continue writing with I obviously haven’t have…)
What do I do here?
Well, it depends on who I ask. I think it is best to ask myself. Then I get the answer I want! As I am a multidimensional consciousness there are many I’s and I exist in many dimensions (this is something I still not understand or grasp) but here I will principally concentrate on the person who lives in this body now here on the planet Earth. I, my soul, will let her talk now and then.
First of all I have to tell that I do not live in an english speaking country so my language will have some mistakes. I live in a female body, more old than young. The physical body has its limits and is also (in my opinion) very demanding and exigent, sometimes I think it behaves like a dictator. One must use almost all 24 hours to take care of its needs: sleeping, eating, satisfaying all desires, working in order to get money for the bodysurvival. It gets ill, it is happy, sad, angry. You name it. And above all the iPad does not behave!!! (well, as I said: use your computer)
Time is running!
My iPad is joking with me! It does not want to write at the end of the text and it does not want to correct the word “wise” in the end. I count to ten but it does not help. Socorro!!!
Well, that statement is really an oxymoron as “everybody knows” that time is just an illusion. While being on Earth in physical bodies we need time to learn.
Since I incarnated in this body more than sixty years ago, I have had to struggle a lot with this concept of time (as all of the human beings have to do).
One has to take care of this fragil ”body-temple”. I have always been forced to show consideration to this body, let me say “my” body. My last undertaking, in order to more fully manifest through it, in order to lift the energies/frequencies, is to eat a lot of raw-food!!! That gives a very good feeling of “lightness”. Just some cravings left: coffee and some wine. As I use to say: it is not wise to be too hard with the ego. Then it will flip out!
The wind is blowing
Strange summer weather and strange “weather” inside my solar plexus and heart chakra. I was planning now to write about my coming ”jump in life” but that will wait until the jump is made. However, this strange feeling happens every time I have to jump, I mean, when I choose to jump.
The biggest jump was of course when I choose my present incarnation. The strange moment when it was time to “plant” my cell-memories shortly after the connection of the sperm and egg, inside the womb of my future mother. This special moment when everything is quiet and calm, when the whole Universe sort of expand into nothingness a small tickling in the depth of my soul.
To experience the first heartbeats, growing body movements. How important it is that the soul is able to come and leave while the fetus is growing, until about the eight month. Then I have to stay.
The storm starts; sorrow; anger; more sadness. I am in this with all my soul power. Then I retire to my other realms. The body to ”grow”. This word, ”growth” that we on Earth sometimes use so casually and lightly, means so very much.
Wow how time is passing!
Two years, at least. It is very funny to read my earlier words! Am I wiser now? YES!
Hmmmmmm…..well, at least it is more calm inside. It is as I have no need to search for the meaning of life or to develop spiritually. More hmmmmm! This last statement is really a big lye. Have I not started to breathe more regularly, doing the Ananda Mandala breathing in order to develop my Ka-body? And do I not feel a big satisfaction when I “feel high”?
And do I not feel happy that I “por fin” (sometimes it is more easy to put in a spanish word) or ultimately, have entered in my abandoned blog to write something?
My intention is to write a Faerie-tale. Yes! The name will be “The Huge Metamorphosis of Tossan”. I will start tomorrow…..or the day after…..
Two and a half year!
That makes exactly 29 months! Since I wrote the last time. More or less…
And the wind is blowing a lot, close to the deep lake here in Sweden where I now live. So many things have changed during these years and I am so happy with all these unexpected changes.
So….let me present: my husband Peter together with catamaran Tossan. Well, a part of her and of course, some things are still waiting to be manifested in our dimension. In his brain though, she (Tossan) has been growing for the last ten years, approximately.
Peter is building her all by himself. Some rare times he has asked his two dearest friends for help and some even more rare times I have been able to help. Just in case, I have started to go to the gym, Korpen; to make more muscles
